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't be stupid。 I meant trapped at all。〃

〃You always feel trapped biologically。〃

She went away a long way without stirring or removing her hand。

〃'Always' isn't a pretty word。〃

〃I'm sorry。〃

〃It's all right。 But you see I've never had a baby and I've never even loved any one。 And I've tried to be the way you wanted and then you talk about 'always。〃

〃I could cut off my tongue;〃 I offered。

〃Oh; darling!〃 she came back from wherever she had been。 〃You mustn't mind me。〃 We were both together again and the self…consciousness was gone。 〃We really are the same one and we mustn't misunderstand on purpose。〃

〃We won't。〃

〃But people do。 They love each other and they misunderstand on purpose and they fight and then suddenly they aren't the same one。〃

〃We won't fight。〃

〃We mustn't。 Because there's only us two and in the world there's all the rest of them。 If anything es between us we're gone and then they have us。〃

〃They won't get us;〃 I said。 〃Because you're too brave。 Nothing ever happens to the brave。〃

〃They die of course。〃

〃But only once。〃

〃I don't know。 Who said that?〃

〃The coward dies a thousand deaths; the brave but one?〃

〃Of course。 Who said it?〃

〃I don't know。〃

〃He was probably a coward;〃 she said。 〃He knew a great deal about cowards but nothing about the brave。 The brave dies perhaps two thousand deaths if he's intelligent。 He simply doesn't mention t